Saturday, April 30, 2005
oh great
my life is being controlled
by who cares
besides my ever so NICE mom
and maybe a part of the ever so NICE dad
since when was my freedom taken away
oh please! i'm 14
and they chose to take my freedom away from me
at the age of 14
how nice
let's see how they will control me
when we get back to canada
i'll make sure they'll be on the edge of exploding
they just didn't seem to realise that
they are being overly protective of me
well, i shall just disobey them even more
and maybe i shall run away from home
at least i know that claaar would welcome me into her house
maybe i've asked for the miracles just too early
they're all gone by now
i was just so happy
and so pleased that my parents are such nice people
but i'm wrong
how nice
i can't even be bothered to blog
so shall just stop here
i guess they should learn from my aunts and uncles
that they have to give freedom to me
and how much should they give
and hope they can remember
that i'm 14
and ever since my birthday passed
i'm once again..hmm..5
i'm being scolded for every single thing
everything is my fault when they are not of course
since when did i become 5 again.
i think ever since my birthday
they thought i have just turned 5.
how nice. and my sister got away with every single thing
alright. shall stop here.
if not i'll go on forever.
life was never fair. for me at least.
au revoir!
[28 more days to Canada]
i'm dying to go back there at this moment. go back there permanently. if not i'll really run away from home. and claaar. you can't break your promise okay? haha. i'm relying on you!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:02 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
daunting
depressing
dejecting
disappointing
discouraging
disheartening
dismal
dispiriting
dreary
found those all on thesaurus of course.
my english isn't so good.
i feel like crying now.
seriously.
i'm not joking.
i'm in no mood to joke.
i'm depressed.
i'm sad.
and all the words above can describe how i'm feeling right now.
why must this happen?
how can this happen?
what had happened?
string has got silver for syf.
although i did not perform,
i'm still sad.
the moment i had the news.
am i still sleeping
or maybe dreaming?
the whole world said that their pieces was very nice.
and what happened?
we only get a silver.
i really want to cry.
what's happening?
this is so unfair.
why can't string get at least a gold?
oh well.
they must have worked really hard
it must have been the judges fault
we shall just work harder
until we're the best
and get gold or even gold with honours
in 2007
but first
i'll have to practice hard
for my violin
not only for string
but for my exam.
this is stressful
i have to practice really hard
cause i have a feeling
and i'm certain that
i'll have to perform in front of everyone
when i'm back in canada.
because why?
i have to bring my violin back.
to practice
if not i'll fail my exam
and my mom will start scolding me
that i never practice hard enough.
enough of depressing things
i don't need to rush homework
or study today.
should be rejoicing.
but the results is saddening
is there such a word?
nevermind
who cares anyway.
oh my.
i must have used lots of lines.
i shall stop here
and hide somewhere to cry
and after that
i shall be back on track
and start working hard for everything.
i shall be off.
au revoir!
[31 more days to Canada]
that's it! i can't wait any longer. someone help me. save me. i'm going to go maddd...
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:24 AM
Monday, April 25, 2005
finally! i'm back to blog. but i'm still somehow occupied. multi-tasking now. haha. i'm eating and blogging. later i'll be doing my art. got to rush it. it's due TOMORROW! ahhh. what should i blog? oh yes! my belated birthday celebration.
__________saturday____________
went for violin as usual. then went to orchard to meet shilbe and meng mei and jialing. others haven't arrived yet. and yes. that was the day of my belated birthday celebration. i wore a black tee and my beloved white skirt. and to EVERYONE, it is NOT short! okay. i really like that skirt. so met the 3 of them at cineleisure, had a hard time finding them though. called jy and olivia a while later. then i kept disturbing them saying that i wanted to buy the rings that they bought. so we went down. and on the way down they were coming up. so they went down as soon as they reached the top. they looked like some idiots playing the escalator. haha. okay. so got my darling ring. with my name engraved on it. went back up again. and waited for li qin and poh yi. decided to watch guess who after that. so bought 5.15pm show.
walked to heerens after that. was amiring my beautiful ring all the way. walked around heerens. and jialing bought this blue coral drink which was like so disgusting. haha. and li qin was like looking out for nice hairstyles, cause she wanted to cut her hair. so yeah. we just walked and walked around heerens and at a period of time. everyone broke down and we went to get a drink and sat down there. when it was about 5.15 we went back to cineleisure. watched guess who. was funny. shilbe laughed the loudest. actually i could only hear her laugh. haha. we bought lots of popcorns and nachos. (:
after the movie, walked to swensens. queued for a little while. and before we got even get out table, jy had to leave. then half way through, li qin left. and after the earthquake, poh yi left. so that left me, shilbe, meng mei, olivia and jialing. then called daddy to come and before he reached, shilbe and olivia had to leave. so that left meng mei and jialing. we were taking photos while my dad was paying the bill. after that, we all went separate ways. and i saw ms ann. but luckily she didn't see me. (:
that day was soooo fun! haha. i went crazy that whole day. haha. and i need to get another ring. cause mine is simply too loose. ahhh. haha. and shilbe need to get a bigger one. haha. whee. and i'm going broke.
___________sunday____________
nothing much. rushed homeworks. and cut my belated birthday cake. had haagen daz ice cream cake again. whee. but had a terrible time doing my art. hee
___________today_____________
terrible day. don't wish to take about it. if not i'll start scolding people. grr. then had string. quite alright i guess. and ms lau won't be conducting anymore! whee. and we'll get an air-conditioned room. at the end, me, lynnette, xiao xuan and shu ling told ms lau that we wanted to quit violin tuition. and our tuesday will be free! yay! but we still have to go for tomorrow. how sad. guess that's bout it.
okay. got to get back to my art. if not i'll never be able to finish it by tomorrow. sighh. no mood to do it. but have no choice.
claaar: you can always call me when you want someone to talk to okay? but make it after tuesday. haha. thanks! and cheer up! and work hard for your mid years!
[33 more days to Canada]
whee. happy happy little baby. that's what i am! lalala
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:49 AM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
THANK YOU PEOPLE!
i'm going to start thanking people. so just bear with me. thanks olivia and jy for the eeyore and pink heart necklace. thanks shilbe and syaz for the pink teddy. thanks meng mei [mei mei], li qin, poh yi and delia for that pink pig. thanks melanie for that pink chocolate. thanks claire for your small little card. thanks natasha from 2/8 for her note. and just thanks to EVERYONE!
oh! before i forget. THANK YOU THERESA FOR YOUR HUGGIE. you were running around like mad. what's wrong with just a hug? haha. anyway thanks! oh. and thanks for doing the countdown to my birthday for me! really love that and appreciated it. =)) love you lots! thanks claaar for wishing me happy birthday non-stop and for singing a birthday song on msn...it's called typing by the way. but thanks still and love you! and thanks to my old groupie for wishing me happy birthday. well. kim didn't. but nevermind. she's a busy girl. haha. miss all of you!
i'm really mad and high today. but you can't blame me. it's my birthday! whee. i'm finally 14. yay! oh! and i forgot to thank my auntie for the skirt and ear rings that was brought to singapore from hong kong. =)) thanks! haha.
shan't talk about anything depressing today. although lots of events. but i shall just forget them.
went to tampines for dinner with daddy. i mean whole family met up with daddy. yeah. had sushi. was bloated. haha. and i still insisted on my ice cream. but i didn't mind. and my parents are yet to give me at least $150 worth of cash and gifts. they gave to my sister and thus they should be fair to me! haha.
whee! i'm going to get lots of belated birthday presents! and a belated birthday cake too. sighh. must wait for all the presents to come in before taking photos! haha. with my beautiful beautiful ice cream cake from haagen daz. haha. whee. so that shall be on sat! and claaar! you better get me my present by sat. okayy? hee. and yeah. i'll thank the people who will give me belated presents another day.
alright. i shall be off. got to find the article for english. had been out the whole day and had string today. ohh. i was carrying bags of stuff plus violin. i looked like a mad GIRL. luckily i didn't say woman. if not shilbe will start her stuff. but thanks xiao xuan for helping me carry one of the bag. haha. oh! and jy! i'm wearing the necklace now. hee. love it. my mom also say very nice. i shall wear it to school tomorrow.
i didn't know that i'll actually enjoy my birthday this much. i thought i'll have a quiet and depressing one this year. but...thanks to everyone for making a cheerful and MAD one! haha. [i was screaming at every present i get] haha. [39 more days to Canada]
now. thanks to everyone in Canada who wished me happy birthday! i love my birthday! whee! can i have birthday everyday? haha. i'm going to hug my soft toys to bed...hee.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:51 AM
Friday, April 15, 2005
i hate the medicine. i love the medical certificate.
i had just taken my medicine. one of them looks like skittles and it's also in LIME GREEN. nice. and i have antibiotics. as usual. i don't know why but whatever illness i get, i will sure need to take antibiotics. i'm just too weak. and i have packets of this powder. need to mix it with water and drink it. i'm bloated now...
first time hating to take medicine. i've always liked to take medicine...i'm weird. yeah. just weird...claaar says so too. and she gets to go to hospital to see doctor! not fair. must bring me next time. and yeah. i also love to go to hospital. maybe because i've always been to hospitals when i'm young? not because i'm sick. but because i was always visiting my auntie who works at one as a nurse in hk? but it's fun! no. i think i'm referring to the hospital that my auntie works in.
there's quite a number of tests next week. and not forgetting assignments that are due soon. can't wait for the holidays to come soon. i would rather do assignments in Canada.
alrighhht. shall end here. would like to rest peacefully. and i just realised that my sister talk super loud on the phone.
oh another thing. thanks syaz for helping collect worksheets and stuff! i doubt she will read this. but nevermind. thanks! i did not go to school today you see. haha. syaz is so nice and sweet...
[43 more days to Canada]
i miss canada...and i realised i have to buy lots of gifts back. sighhh.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:34 AM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
sick. but i shall just blog a little.
have been sick for practically one whole week. my intestines are playing tricks on me. thus i have been getting stomachache and diarrhea over the week. not forgetting frequent minor gastric attacks. i just love adding the 'attack' behind. but the gastric attacks are not fun and left me in great pain. and also resulting in loss of appetite.
so even looking at food now would make me want to puke. so it's best that i do not open the fridge at all. and drinking stuff would also make me puke? feel like i mean. got this very uncomfortable feeling inside my tummy. it's irritating and frustrating. well. had fruits for dinner. which one pathetic apple. which nearly make me puke.
i want my MOMMY back now! immediately! i doubt i'll be able to survive. someone help me. and i don't like going to the doctor alone. the doctor is always very sickening. should i go to school tomorrow. shall see how sick i am tomorrow. just hope that i can survive until monday. or maybe i shall drag daddy to accompany me to the doctor tomorrow. but ... i'm not comfortable with that. who cares. as long as someone is able to accompany me to the doctor.
alright. shall end here. still have lots of unfinished stuff to be completed. and i would like to turn in earlier.
[44 more days to Canada]
i don't care about Canada at the moment. I WANT MY MOMMY! ahhhh.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:29 AM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
all turned out well.
i thought i wouldn't be able to cope. but i guess everything turned out fine. though i shall be even more worried tomorrow. mom will be going for erm this thing tomorrow. which is not a good thing. but it will be good if it is successful. wonders if she will call us, referring to me and fiona. just hope that everything will turn out fine again. my aunt will be there. so nothing much to worry about.
school was not that bad today. i love art. =) was helping elizabeth, melanie and abigail with their art works. and i haven't even started on mine. who cares. but i got to buy the materials soon. and i still have lots of things to complete and study for.
went to parkway for lunch. with meng mei and lynnette. and saw olivia at macs. and sherrie too. kept sherrie in suspense for a long long time. haha. and all olivia's fault. spoiled my plan. haha. then walked around parkway. and finally after long time of nagging from meng mei, we got back to school. then we were like singing non-stop. haha. singing elizabeth's self composed song. it was sooooo nice.
violin was not too bad. until that song with lots and lots of staccato. are they even called staccato. no idea. and he was going faster and faster until i can barely read the notes. kept laughing non-stop though. and it's such a pity that the white glue on the finger came off while playing the violin.
okay. guess i shall be off. oh no. i still haven't finish my pizza. left more than half i think. ahhh. but i'm too full. wonder if i can leave it until tomorrow. haha.
before i forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHILBE! love you lots! muacks!
[46 more days to Canada]
getting more and more excited? but not that excited about coming back to singapore after that. got to buy lots of gifts for everyone. sighh. and i wouldn't want to come back.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:20 AM
Monday, April 11, 2005
all is well. and happily ever after?
well. for the first time. the argument between sherrie and i are settled within half an hour. we broke the record. shortest time. and yes! i'm very proud of myself. i actually won in that argument. for the first time too. actually there's nothing to be proud of. but i'm just feeling happy for myself. but at the same time feeling down too? not because of the arguments and definitely NOT because of sherrie. haha
skipped string today. yes. i skipped it. i didn't PON it. actually not much difference between those 2 words but still...was sick. and mom knew that. so she didn't say anything. i was in pain. and i couldn't even concentrate for mep test. in fact the whole day. sighh. and i'm definitely failing for mep test.
having this very uncertain feeling. i don't want mommy to leave for hong kong. although it's like for one week only. but i'm certain i'll not be able to cope with the things and i'm supposed to watch over fiona. and make sure she STUDIES. that will be hard. i'm also kind of worried? because of the reason mom needs to go to hong kong for. although i'm certain i'll get lots of stuff when she gets back from hong kong. and hopefully my aunt will get me a birthday present? haha. well. just hope everything turns out well.
oh and people. my birthday is coming okay. *hint* haha. actually i'm not asking for much. just wish me happy birthday on that day. =) although gifts would be nice. hee
claaar -- see! i'm just SO nice. but not sure if the font is big enough. i think it will be. haha. anyway sorry for not telling you everything okay? just that some times i find it hard to tell you stuff. no offence. but i'm just not used to it. so sorry okay? and i will try my VERY best to get you a nice belated birthday present from Canada. =) and you must get me a nice birthday present too. haha. i'm so bad. asking for a birthday present from you. haha. okay. love you lots![47 more days to Canada]
so many things have actually happened before i could go to Canada. sigh. thought it would be smooth-sailing. haha.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:17 AM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
slept for 1 and a half hours. couldn't help it.
just finish reading through my mep notes and kamien(relevant topics). can't get anything into my head. i don't know what's on my mind. in fact a lot of things and i'm confused already.
let's see. i'm worried. scared. nervous. excited?? (about something that i don't know what it is) sighh. i really want to be sick tomorrow. and on tuesday too.
sigh. mom's flying to hong kong on tuesday. it's not suppose to be something to rejoice. and i do not wish to say what it is here. and it's like so far only the smelly stinky person knows about this. and there's a lot of stuff on my mind. and the only person who i can really talk to is that smelly stinky person. but i just can't bring myself to talk to her. and i'm already feeling very bad for calling her a smelly stinky person. sighh.
oh! and since yesterday the adults have been talking about line dancing and ballroom dancing, i also want to learn. haha. but i doubt mom will let me learn at the moment. so i shall just continue learning steps from my auntie the next time i see her which is in June. it'll be fun. =)
okay. i shall continue with my studying. maybe i shall blog again later. haha. i'm weird.
someone save me from the confusion i'm in now.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:44 AM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
still haven't recovered from yesterday... shock i guess. thinking of the things i did yesterday was indeed quite shocking. but what's done is done. there's no way of turning back time. and i don't wish to turn back time.
had lunch at paramount again but this time with mom and dad's friends. left early for violin though. but in the end, i pon violin. why? cause i believed i was not feeling well. and i would not be able to hold even a violin. so fiona was with me and got very pissed with me cause she was staying with me the whole time when she did not want to. and she couldn't leave cause she was holding my violin. and mom knew i pon violin in the end. must be that fiona.
and in the end, i was too afraid to face mom. so i decided to go home. so yeah. took bus home. and made an excuse to dad saying that i need to go home and study. okay. so end of story. not sure if mom still angry with me.
went to dad's friend house at jurong for dinner yesterday night. had fun. although it was nearly all adults. and i enjoyed chatting with the adults. had always find it very entertaining. so yeah. stayed until 12 plus. and the house was nice. =)
bursted into tears very easily yesterday. in fact it was a few times. shan't talk about it. if not i'll start crying again. oh. and one smelly stinky idiot made me cry too. although normal people wouldn't cry. but yesterday was different. oh. and i nearly wanted to take pills. not really to take my life. but sort of.
and yes. i think i'm on the edge of ruining a ONCE so perfect friendship. i can't be bothered anymore. i don't care anymore. and stop using your usual trick of saying you got nothing to say if i think that way. and leave me speechless. don't act like you care cause you don't. even if you have no intention of ruining this friendship, i may have. and sometimes, when you put all the blame on me, why don't you ever think if you've any faults. the only thing you know is how to put the blame on others.
sorry claaar for all your advice. but i seriously can't take it anymore. i don't care what's the consequences if she ever read this.okay. i guess i should start studying for mep now. to prevent me from bursting into tears again.
so many things have been happening. i don't know which one i should worry about. [48 more days to Canada]
can i run away from everything just by going to Canada?
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:33 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
i'm supposed to be studying for history. yes. another test.
i've already read my textbook twice. and although it 2 chapters and it's not that much to read. yeah. twice. that's all. cause why? i spent all my time reading the storybook i'm addicted to now. i've very bad time management. who would read storybook when they have a test tomorrow? no one except me. and i'm really very very weird. weirder than normal people i guess. haha.
can't be bothered to actually type anymore. would rather use all this time to replenish my sleep. had always been finding opportunities to sleep. and one is during science lessons. =)
alright. i shall end here. typing e-mail to auntie now. got to think. haha. and mom's collecting her report tomorrow. medical i mean. and if i come home early enough she might bring me along to the hospital. and maybe after she have collected her report we could go shopping. =) i'm still looking for a really nice white skirt. don't know why. haha. suddenly wanted a white skirt.
[51 more days to Canada]
i get to use the digital camera in Canada. practically mom doesn't use it. and dad seldom. and fiona doesn't either. and kenneth is definitely too young. so that left me. and practically everything is in my room. so it kind of belonged to me? haha. how nice.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:38 AM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
love today. freedom at last. which will only last for 2 more hours.
there's no test tomorrow. how nice. so i slept the whole afternoon. that makes me a pig. oh right. chinese was horrible today. referring to the test i mean. didn't have enough time so just scribble some stuff. i'm so certain i'm failing. oh well, i shouldn't think about it too much. must always look ahead.
there's history test on friday. luckily it's mcq. if not, i'm dead. so i'll be real busy tomorrow. dreadful history. sighh.
could see that mom's getting worried. about this thing. i think it's a major one. and she's trying to do more good deeds? to have more luck and pray for success? sighh. don't know what i should be feeling right now.
helping claaar with her math sums now. and i will get my mcflurry when we go to macs to study next time. it's a treat from her! hee. how nice. that's what i get form helping her with her math sums since forever? haha.
alright. shall end here. want to request for a bbq in Canada during this June. so i've got to send a e-mail to my aunt? well, maybe i shall leave that for next week. have lots of stuff to complete during this week. ok. i'm off. tag people. TAG! haha.
can i afford losing a friend? one who i can confide in?[52 more days to Canada]
overwelming requests for gifts. headache. and elizabeth wants a maple leaf. sighhh.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:39 AM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
chinese. chinese. chinese. test tomorrow. ahhh.
how am i supposed to study when i'm having a terrible headache now. actually the headache lasted for the whole day already. worst headache i've ever had. and this morning i was feeling 'floaty'. as in i'm feel as if i'm floating. couldn't balance myself for like few seconds. don't know what's wrong with me. and this headache is killing me. but nonetheless, i must study and aim to score well for the test tomorrow. i shall just bear with it.
wanted to pon violin today. well, i didn't in the end. so i kind of decided to pon on my birthday. which is 2 weeks from now. i'm evil. i'm bad.
and yes. my birthday is coming! 2 weeks away. whereas shilbe's one is 1 week away. shilbe wants a belated birthday present. cause i said i may get her present from Canada. haha. and i want lots and lots of presents this year! haha. i'm being too greedy. hmm. what should i ask mom to get for me.
okay. i shall focus now. and so that i can go to bed earlier. cause this headache is killing me? should i take panadol? sighh. someone help me. cure me.
can't think of anything else. pain. pain. pain.[53 more days to Canada]
whee. 53. 4 more days before it can become a number starting with a '4'. lalala. =)
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:39 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
though i'll be doomed tomorrow if i still blog, i shall do it.
math test tomorrow. how nice. and what's the chapters on? ALGEBRA. indeed. nice one. 4 chapters. all on miss algebra. i guess i've offended miss algebra in a way or another. it just does not what me to do well. oh well, i shall try to please miss algebra again.
english project still not finished. but all my work is finished i guess. left the powerpoint. and jy is supposed to finish up the last part. and i have no idea where she has gone to now.
came home after finishing the final stuff for the file for english project which took us half an hour? took bus with shilbe home. was laughing non-stop for 10 minutes? and it was really that serious.
non-stop! was exhausted when i finally stopped. no idea why.
okay. i shall continue to bury my head in my books. and try to please miss algebra to let her allow me to get all the information into my head. and there's violin tomorrow. sigh. and i have no time to study for chinese. i'm doomed. someone prepare a coffin for me. make sure it's in pink! =)
i'm forgotten already. who cares. as long as i don't care anymore, i will be happier. it's not as if you are that important...[54 more days to Canada]
54. 54. 54. not a nice number. when will it turn 0? 0 is a nicer number. =) oh. and i just found out that i'm leaving for Canada at 6am in the morning. i had always thought it was in the afternoon. wrong information i guess. haha. then i will be leaving earlier! and guess what. i will be missing violin lesson! whee. love mom. for booking such a flight. and it's like i got to sleep early on the last day of school while people out there goes out until late at night. and i'm still not sure if i'll be rebonding my hair on that day. but cannot stay out until so late. can't wait. lalala. -overly excited-
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:39 AM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
trying to find time to type this post while doing english project. super busy now. but who cares. and i'm going to be called the printer girl. how nice. at least i'm famous for helping people print their stuff.
nothing much happened today. except rotting at home, trying to study when i can't concentrate. so ended up lying on my bed for half of the afternoon. at least i managed to study a little bit of math. oh. and i practiced my violin! wow! how surprising. haha. was pulled by my parents to east coast park in the evening. there's so many ants crawling up my legs. eww.
i'm SO jealous of claaar's blog. it's like SO nice. that's so unfair. but nevermind. i shall start making mine too. and it shall be nicer than claaar's. hee.
well. shall end here. i want to finish my english project earlier so that i can sleep earlier. =)
i shall be forgotten. and u shall be too. i don't care anymore. i can't be bothered. and i don't want to be hurt again.[55 more days to Canada]
i miss canada. more like i miss the people there. yeah.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:14 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
great. i'm blogging at this hour. this shows how bored i am. although i have lots of CAs next week.
sports day today. nearly lost my voice. yeah. i was high. and i just found out that my screams are high-pitched. wow. =) that's what people have been telling me for ages, and i just kept denying it. now i realised that it was the truth. didn't have the banner. but nevertheless, 2e9 came in 3rd among the sec 2s. whee.
still frustrated. somehow. really depressed. yeah. that describe my mood. especially when i'm home alone. although i enjoyed it. i'll have freedom. a little more than when mom's home. oh no. i was supposed to be very sleepy. and i'm supposed to be taking a nap now. what's wrong with me. i can't even remember such simple things. but i guess i have no mood to sleep?
wanted to go swimming today. but sister dear is having bowling, which is her cca, so i doubt she would skip it. for me. i guess i'll just continue rotting.
okay. i shall do some serious studying now. or maybe take a nap. till claaar is free. to bombard her with all my complains. and i guess claaar is somewhere in queensway?
still trying to run away from everything. [57 more days to Canada]
seriously hoping for the days to pass faster. i'm going to explode.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
4:20 AM